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Can't you feel my love, can't you see the lie Where my love for you is blind, And my heart has never stop beating for you, just FYI*for your information* Can't you hear my cry...?
Close your eyes, give me your hand, Do you feel my heart beating...? Do you understand, do you feel the same...? Or am i onli dreaming..? Is this worth it..? An eternal flame...
EMO IN LOVE, 12:53 AM
..Love
♥ Thursday, May 29, 2008
WHY MY LURVE IS ALWAYS COMPLICATED?
WHY!!!
I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANT NOW...
MY FEELINGS MAKE ME CONFUSE...
I'M SO SO SO SUFFER...
I'M SO TIRED..!!!
EMO IN LOVE, 8:20 PM
..Love
♥ Thursday, May 15, 2008
Finally, i break up with him on sunday...*11-5-08* it's mother's day! We couple for 1 year and days days... do i reli can put down on him...? do i reli can let him go...? yes, actually... he puts down on mii as well, and he dun even cries n sad because of mii... i think our relationship dun hv the loves anymore...~ y he wants date with mii for 1 year n 10 days..? y can't break up earlier if he reli dun have feels toward mii...
haix... actually on wednesday*7-5-08* we broke up ady...i'm the one who say break up... but my mom knows about it, so she fetched mii to his house on friday...so she lets my ex's mom to tallks to mii... n we date for 2 days, break up again... n sunday the one who said break up is him!!!
my mind keep flashing back those memories that we've done together, it reli can't rub off from my mind right now... haix...although we date with sadness more than happiness,but... i don't know he still loves mii or not... but i dun think so...~
okay, anyway... my mom forcing mii to b with him!! she keeps on nagging mii~ is damn damn damn annoying...!!! i really can't tahan her...haix... whenever i saw her, she sure sure sure will nag mii...asks mii"y u want break up with him, y do u so stupid...!!!"....this that this that la.... haix...damn damn damn ANNOYING!!!
i dun hv freedom right now!!! my parents lock mii again~haix... wherever i go, i won't b happy...my mom will keep on calling my phone!!! AARRGGGHHH~!!!!
I CAN'T TAHAN HER!!!
EMO IN LOVE, 10:50 PM
..Love
♥ Friday, April 4, 2008
The other morning again, I’m chatting with my boyfriend right now… and we argue because of he don’t care about me, did not answered my phone, and he didn’t even message me before he plays his DOTA!!! Why guys like to play DOTA!!! I’M FREAKING HATE ABOUT IT!!! Although he keeps on apologize, but he playing DOTA and apologize… Do you think I will forgive him…? I sure won’t!!! Why every time he sure win and I lost everything… its like, I don’t have power to talk and don’t have the power to do anything that I want to!!! But… how about him??? What he wants to do, he will do it without asking me!!!
At last, I close up the phone… i really hope that I will endure my tears and don’t let it fall, but… I can’t tolerate!!! My tears falling down automatically and my heart was broke into million pieces!!! He gives up, he scolded me!!! I really don’t know will we last forever…? God… I really become so diligent all the time, please… don’t gives me heaps pressure… I really can’t take it… my life so tough right now!!! I really had tried my best to do well in my studies, and I also give full concentrating during class… Why the people who get hurts is me??? WHY???
To my lover:
I’d tried my best to change myself, and tried to be more supportive girlfriend… Yesterday I went down accompanied you is because I wanted you to know that I really will change everything because ofYOU!!! But, I failed… I’m totally having deep sorrowing… Really sorry, I can’t be more supportive girlfriend… And I’m so sorry I close up your called just now…
I love you…I really do~ Please don’t hurt me so deep… I’m having millions of needles inside my heart… Sorry, I’m apologizing… Sorry for what I’ve done… Sorry Sorry Sorry….
EMO IN LOVE, 9:00 PM
..Love
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I don't know what happened to me these few days... I was like crazy all the time during school time, but when i reach home, I was like change to another person who doesn’t like to talk n moody all the time... I really don't know what happened to me!!!
Another thing is… I feel that my relationship is going far and far away again, Maybe both of us busy now a days, but… I went to his house today, and we went down restaurant to chat with Jer Sieu… At that time, I only know that he is going out to karaoke with friends…+ Today he went out to Sunway Pyramid, and I really don’t know why he want to Sunway pyramid with a guy… but that guy eventually went back home, so he was alone just now… When Jer sieu asked him “Actually what for you want to go Sunway Pyramid today?” He answered “SECRET!!!”… What I was thinking at that moment is:WHAT SO SECRET, WHAT HAPPENED TO HIM…DID HE LIED ME B4..?I’m not don’t trust him, but how come I don’t know what happen is going on… I’m like a DUMB!!! Don’t know everything about him…I really hope that I will last forever with him, he is the only guy that I like!!! But… what I’m concerning is, I scare one day he will lost the feeling towards me~I REALLY FREAKING CARE ABOUT IT!!!So actually that moment, were just three of us sitting around the table, and they sure talked a lot lo, but… I don’t know how to start conversation in this situation, all they chatted is about: GAMES, FRIENDS “who I don’t know them”, THOSE GUY STUFF n HEAPS… so I was just sitting there and listened to what they are talking about… It was not boring, but… I really tried my best to talk with Jer Sieu, I don’t want all my boyfriend’s friends talk bad stuff in front of my boyfriend… I scare what they say will affect our relationship… Eventually, my boyfriend got talked to me… and he said that he wants to go up because I came to his house is because of him, so… we went back to his house… Between 1-10 minutes, my mom came to his house and wanted to fetch me back, so…I was like...“AARRGGHH… THAT WAS NOT MUCH TIME TO LET US TALK ABOUT SWEET SWEET WORDS!!!”haiz.... I told my mom that I wanted to stay at his house, but what she was trying to do is…wasting the time and were chatting with her mom!!! OH MY GOOOSHHH!!! Haix…
What I’m trying to say is… “Timepass so fast, when it passes, it won’t turn back anymore…!!! Andappreciate the moments…”
EMO IN LOVE, 7:32 AM
..Love
♥ Monday, March 24, 2008
I utterly hate my brother damn lots!!! Haix… he keep on bullying me, it’s freaking hard to accept it~
He is not 1st time to makes a joke on me… I tried to endure him…but, failed… HE NOT EVEN TOUCHED MY COM WITHOUT MY PERMISSION, N HE CANCELED MY COMPUTER USER ACCOUNT!!! All my pictures n all my documents have gone… I’m so sad; I cried on Saturday n my hubby tried to comfort me…
HAIZ… why I got such a ridiculous brother!!! He is like… nothing to do n he wants to play with us… but he is did the way the we don’t like!!! He’s so annoying~ haiz… still got a long way to go, I don’t know when I will explode!!!
Hubby: Iwishto sleep with u everyday… I won’t want stay at home alone… keep on bullying by my stupid brother!!! Iwishu can protect me when I get bully but others… Iwish u can teach me moral till I am a someone with moral value~
